The Sun is Setting.

I see spots from trying to look at the sunset before it is just right. I am in the hospital with Zaachi and he has been playing with his friend Alex all day. I am sleepy and feel a bit anxious today. Trying to organize life and everyones schedules is not an easy thing for me. I feel like my head is swimming. Now, the sun is gone and the sky is lite up with beautiful yellow and blues. Tomorrow is going to be a nice day I heard.

So the update on Zaachi is that he is in the hospital till the 3rd of April. Then next Tuesday his immune system will bottom out for about a week. So, we will be home a lot. Then, on the 16th we will head to Philly and prepare to depart for Fl. the next morning. We will be in Fl. on his Make-A-Wish till the 23rd. Then on the 26th we go to Philly for an MRI and then surgery is on the 27th. The Dr. is gonna try to save Zaachi's leg, but if there is not enough good tissue they will need to amputate. Around a month after the surgery we will go for lung surgery to remove the small tumors in his lungs. Thanks again for all the prays and support. We are so blessed!

Sometimes when we try to figure thing out on our own we just get annoying spots. But just like the Sunset, in it's perfect timing it is beautiful and clear. Sometimes in the journey I want to look ahead, I want to know what is next, I want to know how to plan, but just like the sunset we can only really see it when it is time. I need to relax and realize that God has always provided, he has never given us more than we can bare, and he has always been with us.

Cherish the sunset, for it is fleeting. Our lives are fleeting,... There is a race to be run and at the finish we will receive our reward. I have often thought that even if there were no hell to be feared or heaven to be won, I would live just as I do. I am never alone, I am held by Him, I have purpose in him....
Christ ministered to whoever was in front of him, don't get to busy that you don't see the opportunity's to love, to embrace, to cherish who is in front of you at the moment. There are souls that need that love, time is short, the sunset is almost over. Today I choose to change yet again, today I will try to embrace today, tomorrow..... I will face .......tomorrow. Today has enough worries of it's own.