How does one focus?

As I opened my blog to write. I heard "Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus" on Pandora. I guess this is the answer to my question. How does one focus in times like these? I can focus by Turning my Eyes on Him.

"Oh, Lord, I feel like I keep moving but don't get anywhere. I am lost. God help me to focus on you and allow you to take these fears, burdens and anxieties."

Today we heard back from the Dr.'s that now they want to delay the Make A Wish trip and do surgery next week sometime. So, I will cancel the trip in the morning and start preparations for Zaachi's needs post surgery. I need a chair lift for the steps. I need to pull up the carpet in the office, I need to find room for the office. I need to do a lot of thing. Hopefully he will be comfortable in his new room.
I think my mom will be here on Sat. as well as some friends from City Limits. God is good because I couldn't do it without them. We learned from the last time that this is such a big task. God always provided, but there were some dark days.

So, today another series of changes and preparations. My day started with Mom calling to tell me that Dad was able to get everything worked out for all of us to stay together a few days in Fl. The excitement began to build in anticipation for what was about to happen. Then around 4 realizing that he wouldn't be able to go yet and reminded of how serious of a condition he is in by the urgency of the Dr.s.

What will tomorrow hold? I don't know but I will make a stronger effert to focus on God. He will give me what I need for my day. Grandma Eve is coming to Zaachi's Coffee House at school and she is bring her famous cup cakes for Zaachi's class. It will be a sweet day for I know he will be touched by the show of people. Xavier is going with me and also our family therapist (who are amazing). So, good night for now.