Balancing

There is an obstacle that is very important to balance when one child is sick. I must find ways, as much as possible, to make sure ALL the children feel loved and supportive, while also taking care of the needs of Zaachi. This is no easy task, especially since Jayden and Xavier are also grieving the loss of their mother and have been through so much growing up. I know so often I don't do this balancing act very well. Not only do I need to be there for them, I also need to make sure that I am working on Marc and I's relationship, not to mention, trying to stay sane myself. Oh, I am getting tired thinking of it. I have been so blessed, I want to be faithful over those blessings. This morning Jay and I talked a little. I often like it when she needs me, I loved doing her hair for her special day today. Last night Xavier went to leave to spend the night with his brother and he asked me to give him a hug and kiss, my heart melted. I am so proud of him, he is such an amazing young man, in just a few weeks he will be officially an adult. He is talking about writing a book about his life, but he said he should wait till he is a success. In my book he is a success! I told him he should start writing now. I get emotional thinking about letting him fly. I know he will do well, I don't have a fear of that, but letting go is hard. I hope he decides to stay at home and go to school. I don't just love him, I like him! I believe that he will be not only our son as he grows but also a friend. I love that!

Maggie doesn't feel too well today, I think allergies are bothering her. Marc is with Z and I am gonna go there around 11 to switch out with Marc. I want to make sure I get to Bethlehem for Dereks Bone Marrow Drive today. We met Derek at the hospital, he is 20 and also a believer. His brother was tested and wasn't a match, so we need a match. If anyone want to go, please do! It is from 1 - 4 at

First Presbyterian Church of BethlehemStreet: 2344 Center StreetCity/Town: Bethlehem, PA.

Lord help me show all my kids and husband how much I love them. I need time with you, you help me think focus and bring such joy. I love you Lord and thank you for my many blessings.

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